I guess we always settle into what we know...
I guess we always settle in and we know...
That there is comfort in a world,
Where darkness is the only thing we see,
And cold is all we have to breathe,
Where expectaions keep us company,
Where the lies we said to the eyes that rolled in doubt,
Are somehow out of our control...
Well, we lost control...
Well, it's not fair,
It's not even close,
You tied me down,
Where I'm forced to watch as you phone home,
And every part of me,
Containing something secretly,
Something sacred to me...
Well, I lied my face off when I said,
That I would be ok,
It's never fine when you go away.
Thes
It has yu in it's grasp[in it's claws]
It hold yu tightly[really tight]
Not letting yu go[Break free]
Open those wings of yurs[open em up]
And just let it all go[let it go]
[chorus]
It's been so long just let it go
It's all gone just let it go
It hurts too much just let it go
It makes yu cry just let it go
It burns inside just let it go
It lies within yu let it go
It takes yu over let it go
let it go!
sing that song
all day long
feel the pain ease
fly over the seas
open those beautiful wings
fly with the birds who sing
soaring yu are in the blue skies
looking down at the world in despise
It's been so long just let it go
this shadow overcomes[overcomes]
bring it all on me
cut my wrists[cut them]
bring it all on me
hold my fists[hold them]
this life takes me into twists
making me feel very missed
i have to prosist from this life
cuz i cant resist that knife
bleed me down[down]
bring it on[on me]
make me frown[frown]
bring it on[on me]
i have been thinking
of this heart aching
it feels this pain yu give
it's so hard for me to forgive
throw it all away[all away]
let the pain go[let it go!]
throw it all away[all away]
from head to toe[just let it go!]
I cant live a lie
i cant stand to cry
so just let me die
this is my last goodbye
i never
My love
My love, my love
why do we fight?
My love, my love
it doesn't seem right
My love, my love
what has gone wrong?
My love, my love
I do not belong
My love, my love
I'm thinking this over
My love, my love
are you even sober?
My love, my love
listen to me please
My love, my love
why won't you plead?
My love, my love
we're over, we're through
My love, My love
go find someone new
My love, my love
I'll love you forever
My love, my love
your face I shall sevor
My love, my love
from my mind don't be mad
My love, my love
the way you acted is making me sad
My love, my love
you don't even care
My love, my love
so wh
do i not love yu anymore? by pinkythong, literature
Literature
do i not love yu anymore?
I'd pay with my life to not feel what I'm feeling now,
and not live the agony to tell you that I don't love you anymore,
you won't understand me, and you'll even hate me for instants,
Wondering about my promises that I made you,
You'll ask me why after such a long time,
And you'll understand when I confess that it's sad,
and I can't fake something I don't feel.
Please understand me, I didn't mean to hurt you,
Let's not make it any harder,
Punish me if you want, don't talk to me anymore,
But it's for the best that our relationship comes to an end,
You will cry trying to get me,
I will too, I never, ever, wanted to hurt you,
But it
What is true love? (part 1)
Someone you'd move sky and earth for,
Someonethink about every breathing second,
Someone that's in your dreams and thoughts,
Someone you'd die for without even thinking it over,
Someone you crave to hold in your arms without an end,
Someone that leaves an eternal print in your heart forever,
Someone like YOU.
black clouds
Goodbye, I won't get used to and I will think that,
God had better things for you,
and what will I do? You have to be where your happiness is,
Not caring who you leave behind, maybe today I will hate you but one day I'll understand,
You haven't been with her, why are you here?
It's better for you to leave with her than staying here thinking that you're here with her,
If in your heart there's someone else,
I really wish you luck,
I think it's better to say goodbye,
and eternal memories will stay,
Forget that I love you and this song,
That reveals our intimacy,
You'd be proud of this goodbye,
and keep in mind our friendship always,
all these things in my head
lead me to believe
things i did not want to believe
i'm so lost and so confused
life is questioning my existance
making me question my faith
in wat god has given us
and why we are in this world today
all these things in my head
lead me to believe
things i did not want to believe
i'm so lost and so confused
i reach out to yu
and ask yu for help
but yu walk over me
as if i did not exist
all these things in my head
lead me to believe
things i did not want to believe
i'm so lost and so confused
i'm sorry to be this way
but i need help
i do not need sumone to feel bad for me
i need sumone to be th
He was my first love,
The love i had always wanted,
When i had him my world was great,
Nothing could go rong,
He would comfort me in the ways i need it most,
He would do anything for me,
If i was crying,
He would wipe away my tears,
If i was down he would pick me up again,
He was more than i could ever imagine my life with,
I didnt love anyone more than i love him,
But tragedy struck, there was that terrible moment, it was all me
That's when i knew,
I knew my life wouldnt ever be the same,
It was my entire fault,
I wanted to say i was sorry,
But i couldnt seem to get the right words to come out,
So i figured i shouldnt say an
I'm lost
and alone
can't get away
from the things that make my pain
I sit here hurt
crying in the dark
with no love in my heart
I need help
but don't want to ask
the mask I have on smiles
but on the inside
dies a sad little child
.. and i died a little more
In Darkness
I am alone
and It's hands are cold
With It's gray skin
stretched on bone
With It's dingy nails
It rips at my skin
It scars me
Tearing into me
spilling my dark blood
on my pale flesh
Searching every inch of me
looking for my soul
To feed on my pain
with every tear fallen
And every thought of death
It grows stronger
changing me
from what I once was
In Darkness
I am alone
and It's hands are cold..
i'm done asking yu things
i'm done talking to yu
i'm done seeing yu
i'm done feeling bad for yu
i hope yu burn and die in utter torturment
i cant believe i waisted so much time on shyt
shyt i didnt even like
fuck yu i cant believe y i sunk so low
so low for shyt like yu
i find myself filling my time with anything
to keep the thought of yu out of my mind
i cry now but yu'll cry later
and when yu ask about me i hope all these memories come back to yu
all the bad things i said and all the bad things i did
i hope yu break down and cry
cuz i cant take it anymore
it hurts too much to know yu
it hurts too much to see yu
yu have n
her mystery
i look at her as she passes by,
catching her in the corner of my eye
trying to discover her secret.
The mystery of why I feel the need to jump with joy
while i look at her just standing there.
i go from corner to corner trying tocatch a glimpse of her smooth,
gentle lips which would spark a fire in my heart
as intense as the sun.
for some reason she leaves the room,
it grows cold with out her presence
as cold as a windy night in winter
she walks back in the room with a faint smile
in which i finally noticed her secret to why i was pulled in by her
the secret is that she is so mysterious in so many ways
do yu not see her?
she cries on the streets
the streets of the end of her world
dont yu see her crying?
a dark layer takes over her world
it trears it all down and apart
leaving her to die on that same street
have yu no mercy for her?
we look arround in her world
all we see is blood shed by all
all we see is buildings broken down
all we see is everything torn appart
can yu look deep inside yur heart?
look deep down inside yur heart
feel the blood pumping thru yu
all that blood pumping thru yur veins
CAN YU TEAR IT DOWN? CAN YU STOP THE PAIN?
CAN YU TEAR IT ALL DOWN?
CAN YU STOP THAT PAIN?
all i see is her getting up
can yu
i walk down this street
the sun shines over me
tearing me down with it's beams
i turn my head slightly
to watch yu pass by
yu dnt see me watching
i look deep into yur eyes
while yu glance at me
making my heart skip a beat
i can feel that spark growing
sparkling deep inside me
that flame burns with love
i faint, falling to the floor
yu run towards me body
trying to help me up
i feel a warm feeling
climbing up my body
like a hand feeling me
i slowly open my eyes
seeing yur face in a blur
my vision starting to get better
i see yu staring down at me
looking thru yur worried eyes
looking deep into yur soul
i find yur hands
i feel so far away from you
as if there's a big gap between us
everyday it grows
untill it manages to rip us apart
my arms hurt, they've been torn apart
it leaves me here to bleed
here dying i cant take it anymore
if it wants us apart, it'll have to do
even though i dont agree at all,
it angers me how it wants us apart so badly
although this is the end, we do not deserve it at all
i cant help but to feel so torn from your arms
i'll miss that look on your face that
it always made me smile
no matter how i felt
i'll miss it all
good bye
forever
......
~mature language~[sry]
feeling fucking left behind
feeling fucking dead
all these fucking ideas rushing into my head
am i that fucking unwanted??
have i been too fucking involved??
i fucking hate the way yu make me feel
all yu do is wait for me to fucking neal
yu dont fucking know how yu hurt me
like a dagger digging thru my fucking body
yur a thorn tearing me from my fucking soul
i feel fucking sofficated with all the blood rushing to me head
how does it fucking feel to die??
cant yu just let me fucking pass away already??
let me fucking die and leave it all behind
i wanna let it all go so fucking bad
the pain isnt fucking wo
I've been to hell and back again.
It happened when I died.
I cut my arms and bleed to death,
You should have seen them cry...
I sware I didnt mean to...
I dont want to see them sad..
So I went back to tell them,
Why I had been so bad.
I told them i was sorry,
And why I took that path,
But I had learned my leasson,
And I wanted to come back.
Then, the reasons were so many,
Now they seem so few.
I want to see my loved ones,
Do things I didnt do...
So they told me what I had to do,
To come back, to try again,
So i came back that night,
To tell them where I'd been.
When I came back, they looked so scared,
To see me rise from
I find myself torn.
Torn between love and hate.
Torn between light and dark,
Good and evil.
Torn between the want of acceptance,
And the need for rejection.
Torn between a promise to live and a will to die.
Torn between the painful memories of the past,
And a hope for a perfect future.
Torn apart by words of hate,
And mended by words of love.
Torn apart by life, but never giving up,
So my tattered soul can live on
For one... more.... day.........
i feel so far away from you
as if there's a big gap between us
everyday it grows
untill it manages to rip us apart
my arms hurt, they've been torn apart
it leaves me here to bleed
here dying i cant take it anymore
if it wants us apart, it'll have to do
even though i dont agree at all,
it angers me how it wants us apart so badly
although this is the end, we do not deserve it at all
i cant help but to feel so torn from your arms
i'll miss that look on your face that
it always made me smile
no matter how i felt
i'll miss it all
good bye
forever
......
Current Residence: on my butt..! Favourite genre of music: rock emo alternative screamo and metal Operating System: cellphone MP3 player of choice: ipod Shell of choice: blood red Favourite cartoon character: stewie Personal Quote: dont piss me off .. if you want to live
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Favourite Games
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